The Storm Will Pass

This week has been a week of frustrations. I was battling with school and gaining approval for my internship. My POTS has been extremely symptomatic since my PICC line came out and had gotten to the point where I was not functional for a couple days. The first day of my journey on this blog…

Stress

This last week has been stressful. I have been dealing with trying to get approval for my internship which has been a huge concern. My health has been crazy this week as well, which is stressing me out too. Of course its like a cycle and stress only makes it worse! I found out I…

Decisions

This last week was a week of decisions.  First, I finished my antibiotics so I had to decide whether or not to have my PICC line taken out of my arm and if so, when.  Turns out that since I am still having on and off again fevers, my PICC line may have a colony of bacteria…

Life Is A Process

Recovery is truly a process. Life is actually a process. Learning is a process. I am still trying to recover from the sepsis and now being tested to see if the infection is still present in my body since I am still having symptoms. I am also being tested for a myriad of other health…

One Hell of a Month

It’s been one hell of a month….. One month ago I launched my site and I am extremely grateful for the support and positive feedback I’ve been receiving. On top of dealing with my normal life consisting of school and POTS, this month I have: had sinus surgery, had a 104 degree fever, got sepsis,…

Freedom!!!

After spending 5 days in the hospital with sepsis, a surgery to have my port removed, and a procedure to have a picc line put it….. I AM FINALLY HOME!!!!!! Freedom feels great! I still need to take it easy and have IV antibiotics for the next week and a half but I am HOME!…

You’ve got to be kidding me?!

You’ve got to be kidding me?! That’s been my thought for the last week. I have been dealing with a lot. On top of figuring out week 10 and finals for this quarter, I have been dealing with additional health issues. Currently I am on day 3 out of possibly 6 at the hospital with…

Helpless but not Hopeless

They say friends made in college last a lifetime. I’ve talked to a lot of people who have graduated from undergrad recently about their experiences with dealing with that feeling of a lack of social support, especially physically, since leaving college. You’ve become so close to a group of people, whether classmates, professors, or staff…

Faith & Logic

I am a very logical person.  Faith and logic don’t tend to necessarily go together.  In tough times such as now, sometimes I struggle with faith and begin to have doubts.  When I find myself in situations like these, I have to realize that there is no room for doubt.  If I don’t have faith, what else is there…

Lucky number 7

First of all, I want to thank everyone for looking at my site and reading my first post. I did not expect the positive and supportive feedback that I received. It is much appreciated and truly means a lot to me. 🙂 Currently, I find myself awake preparing for surgery in the morning. This is…